blankwithoutyou

0412. today, while traveling on the bus home, i stared at my shoes. although i'd brushed it a couple of times, it still looked ragged and worn out.

i have lost my shine.

but unlike my shoes, it's not the kind of shine that will return after brushing. it's the kind that gets washed down the toilet bowl and will never be yours once you've lost it.

no matter how hard or how long you try to brush it again.

in this big process called self discovery, i have lost tonnes of things. i guess it's now finally time to admit that i have lost the sparkle.