0221. you'd think lies distorts perspective. but lying is vital to maintain any solid foundation; without lies injected at crucial points, everything would crumble down to nothingness. most people won't risk that, hence they lie.

what's strange is how truth distorts perspective. how shedding light on certain issues exposes the nakedness and vulnerability of fact. like deers caught in the headlight of an oncoming vehicle.

so morale of the story - it's all about how you mix some lies into truth, and stir some fact into fiction.

never linger in the lies. never hunger for the truth.

just touch and go. and be satisfied.

0134. i haven't wrote here with that official and emo tone in a long while. i dont owe anyone an explanation but i guess it's because life has been rather... fair to me these days. fair to me in more ways than i will bother to describe.

but i still often wonder about how we are everything and nothing at the same time. how one life isnt really just ONE LIFE due to its interaction with so many networks of people, events, incidents... and ultimately memories and moments. we can be everything to one and nothing to another.

everything and nothing at the same time.

i dont know about you, but this fascinates me to no end. sometimes i keep awake at night, tossing around my bed thinking about such things that layman will consider as daydreaming. sometimes i just keep the thoughts going, how all these can be translated to something useful in our daily lives.

but more times than not, these ponderings remain enigmatic and elusive to the use of normal human minds.

not that im abnormal, im perfectly normal.

at least i think.

0121. i have a kick ass job.

ps: i didn't say who is kicking whose ass.

pps: in it, i often get my ass kicked.

ppps: very much.

pppps: lez, shut up.

0022. so 3 cocksters were rambling about the charity show on TV when one of them spotted a minister onscreen.

S: "and there's mr goh."

H (who wasnt really watching the show): "who's mr goh?"

S: "our pm lah."

H (erm, who also wasnt really into politics): "who cares..."

*hesitates*

H: "er... MR GOH IS OUR PM?!"

S (not yet realises his mistake): "no meh?"

H: "WTF!"

S (finally realises his mistake): "oops! our pm. is mr lee."

K (whom i guess must have been laughing his ass off): "hahahaha. S, you really deserved to be gan."

2053. last weekend was rather happening to me. i did things that would, probably, change my life from this point onwards.

1) opened a spending account so i now have a savings account. from now, i can practise the principle of "paying myself first".

2) finally applied for a debit card. online movie booking and internet shopping, here i come!

3) applied for internet banking too. time to save the trees and avoid that pesky, attention whore of a bank passbook.

4) made up my mind to abandon m1. after so many years of abusing me and making me pay for incoming calls, it's only right that i switch ISP! not before calling 1627 and messing with the poor operator. lol.

5) bought an iPhone with hub and jumped onto the smartphone bandwagon. im loving surf anywhere, anytime. very convenient.

6) and lastly, made my first ever sushi in my life. which tasted good too!

0159. happy 2010? what happy? fuck this.

same shit different year!

1702. "i kinda hate working with ****-san, even though she's quite hot."

"why?"

"she's a yes-man! or woman. always saying yes to the client..."

"and that's no good? try asking her for XXX, maybe she'll say yes."

"ooh. maybe she'll undress and go onegaishimasu~."

ROFL.