0332. i dont regret leaving my previous company, but going to my new company made me learnt that the fact most people leave their managers, not their jobs... is awfully true.
my boss isn't exactly unreliable. he's just rash and haphazard. short sighted too, if i might add. perhaps it's due to the recent big scale event that had just blew over, i dont know. but if this carries on, i sorry to say that he makes a worse boss than my previous one.
i have decided to give myself 3 more weeks (since it's already my first month and first week) to decide whether i would stay on after my 3 month probation. if i think it's not worthwhile staying on, i'll begin the job hunting process all over again.
you may think: wtf am i doing? new to the job and wanting hop already...
not sure if any of you noticed, but ive started to take work home and become gan chiong about work. i dont wish to call this "becoming responsible". i AM responsible. the boss is making me take responsibility for things i didnt quite start, randomly forcing ownership upon me. aiyo, how come like that?
frankly, im someone who has fighting spirit, but when given the wrong reasons to fight... i totally give up. i wanna fight for the right reasons, for the right person, for the right ideals and motivations. i dont want to be sacrificed for the greater good... for the reasons of pleasing your clients and fattening your pockets.
3 more weeks to find out if this company is worth it at all. 3 weeks is all i will give.
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