blankwithoutyou

0232. when one or more of the following things happen to your life, you begin to blog lesser:

1) being tired from work, leaving no space for creativity at home
2) microblogging, the lazy man's answer to macroblogging (as such, this post)
3) returning to an old hobby of reading, mostly fiction
4) enriching my emotional and psychological state of mind by being an active participant in the social circles and relationships around me
5) and overall, spending less time with this dreaded machine

weekdays are filled from head to toe with, for the lack of a better word, shit. to earn that measly payroll i have to push pen, paper and keyboard buttons. boring stuff, really. kills all, whatever, any passion or interest i would have had outside of school in the past.

doesnt matter to me, it's things like these that will ultimately keeps me out of focus. which is bad. so im quite really better off without them; film making, amateur photography and all that juju.

weekends are packed, usually, with saturdays spent on forging stronger bonds with my loved ones and sundays on resting so i can tackle an entire work week of work. i just hope i have more time over the rest periods to brighten up the people whom i love, to encourage them and urge them along the upcoming week.

because the feeling would be mutual. i would be stirred and psyched to face a brand new week of challenges.

life might have become a systematic cycle, but i am approximately at least 500% happier than i used to be.

dont really got plans, but at least things are fine the way they are now. there will be better days ahead, i foresee.

so, please, let the mayans be retarded and wrong. the world wont end at 2012. if it did, i'll be sad.

cos i wont even reach the fabled age of 30 (where i have previously decided it would be my limit) yet.