blankwithoutyou

0229. dear miss octopus,

you said you do not deserve my care and concern.

for a moment, all i had in my head was, "how do i reply to that?"

a part of me died. i used to never try, or try a lil and gave up. this time im so determined and yet... you felt unworthy.

wait, let me go bury the part of me that died.

im not saddened by what you said. im grieved stricken upon hearing that someone i love feels unworthy of my concern. there is no deserving or undeserving, worthy or unworthy. but there is mutual fulfillment. if i care about you, show some appreciation. be happy, darling!

if i had a superpower, i wish i could INSTANTLY manifest endorphines in you brain. like ganjaman or something.

i wish i could endlessly supply you happiness, regardless of anything.

xoxoxo,
hon