blankwithoutyou

0348. to me, sleep is a powerful thing in the day - it saps all my energy and hangs a couple of tonnes of steel to weigh my eyelids down - and a measly weakling at night - useless and nuff said.

ive come to terms with the night. somehow or rather, i seem to go into overdrive and feel more energetic after the sun goes down. this is how sleep gets purely and clearly dominated by my being awake.

but when the morning comes, i feel like shit. more like stepping on shit, slipping and falling down on that same piece of shit AFTER i wake up from the wrong side of the wrong bed.

and the cycle repeats.

i need to reset my bio clock. i wonder if some screws are loose in there. my bio clock i mean.